Undying Love

You know, I have had so many teenage boys come up to me and tell me, "Man, I need a girlfriend!" and I always ask them "Why?". There answer would be, "Just to say I'm with a girl."

What I would tell them is that, I use to think the same way as they did, but that I came to the conclusion that you can't fill your life with an empty relationship. There is someone who can please you as long as you tell that person how great they are. There answer would be ,"Who? Who? and Is she hot?"

I would laugh and say, "No. The person I am talking about is God." They would tell me, "Oh, him? How could he please me?". I would say, "Well, his love is undying so no matter what you do wrong, He will always forgive and love you!"

There Will Be A Day

How many of you have ever had someone close to you die? Well my grandfather died not too long ago, but I wasn't there when he took his last breath. I was teaching kids at church that night, what's weird is that I could have gone home and spent some time with him before he passed, but I chose to stay at the church and teach. I felt that I was needed there and you know what? I wasn't upset that he died. I was only upset because I knew that I was going to miss him.

I had forgotten that he went to a better place, I let that get to me and it really tore me appart. God told me to stop thinking the way I was, and to always remember "there will be a day with no more tears and no more pain", and I said to myself "Hey isn't that from a song?". I looked for it and I found it. Here it is:

Everything

I know I have already talked a little bit about depression but this is where I learned my lesson the hard way. I started to push away all my friends, I didn't care about my hygiene, my skin was turning pale white, and even my mom saw that I was acting horribly. I didn't want to have anything to do with my brother or anyone for that matter, but what I soon realized is that I was only thinking of myself. I didn't care what was going on in my friends lives. By that time, it was too late. I had no friends and even my brother didn't want to play with me anymore. So I started to pray and ask God what I needed to fix my life and the Lord spoke to me by giving me a prayer to pray every time something goes wrong in my life.

Prayer:
"Lord, I do not even know what I need to be better than I am today, but in Your wisdom You see my every need. Give me what You will in order that I might be an honor and a glory to You." So I said that prayer and the Lord told me to look up this video on youtube called "Everything". You will see for yourself what I mean by clicking the link below.