Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Moving on...

Packing your stuff, saying good bye, leaving, making new friends, and then repeat.
All major influence's in my life from age 6-11. Sure I got to go places but who could really stand having to constantly say good bye to all of their friends, and never knowing if you would see them again? Well after a while of never knowing if, or when I was going to move again, with my dad being in the military, and living with my grandparents, or my mom's friend.

I decided to only make one friend. However, no matter what I tried I still made a lot of friends and so I decided not to have any friends at all(this was three years ago).

For about 2 years that worked, but I started missing all my old friends so I called them all. Every single one of them had changed there likes/dis-likes and their personality. I just thought they were weird. For a while I thought I was in the right, but I saw that nothing about me had changed (still childish) I was dwelling on the past.

Later that year (2007), I met some one who really stood out from all of my friends and we became good friends, but only for a while(till 2009). It was around that time when I started fulfilling my true calling in life, which is a media ministry called GENESIS2.7 Media Ministres, she was the one that helped me to learn how to move on.

I have finally let go, I haven't said goodbye to my friends, But I now know I will see them again either in the future, or in Heaven. When they need me I will be there.
If it's God's will He will bring us together again.